When I was a kid, at the age where it was still considered 'cute' for me to play with Barbies, Kens and Kellys (plural, because I had at least 20 of them), I regarded my self as a genius to name them as the Alex Clan.

I don't know what gets me to the Alex Clan. Maybe my brother's addiction to Power Rangers. The Alex Clan consists of: Alexandra (normally the prettiest Barbie), Alexander (Alpha Ken), Alexia, Alexis, Alexandro and Alexa. I would make them twins or triplets or at least siblings so it wouldn't be so weird. They would all be in high school or college dorm (big influence from Enid Blyton's Malory Towers). Now that I'm fully grown up, I can't believe how silly I was.

Anyway, I had a lunch yesterday with KK and Husky after our haircut. And KK mentioned that she thinks when we had our picnic the other day, most of us are selfish because we only eat what we made! My head suddenly sprung to Fireplace (it's her nickname) who ate nothing else than her food. And proud to stuff other people with her food as if our food is less than hers. I can't tell you how annoying it was. I think everyone else is AT LEAST eager to try other people's food.

At first I thought Fireplace is a genuine heart, cute and real. Than reality kicks in when she regards and chooses her friends only from their materialistic being. And hey, apparently she's friendless despite the image of popularity. Far from the original mean girls who have their gang to stick into. When I read her resume, she wrote one of her positive attitude is a good listener. I can't name anyone who's worse at listening than her (maybe deaf redbull-charged pomeranian). These people make me realize how stupid I was that I was even trying to make friends with them! Not only I get hurt at the end of the day, because I'm looking for real friends to hang out with, but also insecurity because such people made me feel even more friendless than I actually was. Waste. My. Time.

Although now I feel pity for her, which make me put the effort to be nice to her.

I think I complained an ear-full to everyone whom I'm familiar with. But let me tell you, her voice belongs to an evil witch that I can't shake off. Before the spell is broken, I'll keep on complaining.

Anyway. I found a place to stay!! When I'm in Singapore, Coboh and I would walk late at night and talked about my financial crisis. She'd laugh when I said I'm broke, too broke to pay for rent and I'll have to stay in Changi Airport because I'm too poor to go anywhere else. I remembered that Coboh lent me some money and I feel embarrassed. Or when my words stuck in my throat when I asked Irene to pay for our room this month, and I'll pay back next month because I shopped a little bit too much. Irene happily paid for it because she earns a lot (!JEALOUS!). I've certainly grown from overspending my rent money just to feed my foot. I can say that I have better money sense now. But sometimes, old habits die hard. I just spent A LOT in less than two days. Especially when I didn't buy anything substantial (except from that DARLING Dooney & Bourke satchel).

Talk about which, it's unbelievable how smooth was my sailing. I mean, education-wise, I have no problems. And even now that my roommate is going home, and I'm left homeless, immediately I found a place. Some people say it's luck. I think it's God.


ANYWAY! WTH. Where is Raikkonen? GO RETIRE SOON! Ceh! Ferrari is digging their grave now. But it's GOOD to see Barrichello in the podium again. Hi Schumi's underrated partner. I'm happy for you! See hardwork pays better than being a constant drunkard. WTH. Grr. I wanna watch Singapore GP! Actually, I wanna see the Ethiad Abu Dhabi GP!!!! The governments are smart to host F1 in their countries, given F1 long span shots. There's an issue that in case the Abu Dhabi GP is not ready in time, the last race will be hosted in Canada. Heck, in November Montreal will be soo cold that it would see a few multimillion cars sidetrackked and skidded like those cars in Disneyland playground. ...