I found out that it's true. Although I'm a student and study is supposed to be my life and it is my life, when I got a bad grade, it is not the end of the world.
I did OK for this semester. My friends are telling me that it is quite good. But it's pretty weird I guess, when you don't get your expected results. However, I didn't expect more than the worst, like last semester. Hence I'm glad.
Honestly I'm a bit indifferent towards results. Again the point is that I'm happy that I learned what I've learned. Some very important matters such as feminism, well, it's a toughie.
But again. If you know what you're supposed to do with your life, you won't let any other grade you with, quoting my lecturer, 'Alphabets'.
Will I say this if all my grades are the best? Yes. What is a best grade? Full HDs? I can get a full HDs if I paraphrased previous papers. Does it matter? I can ask people to do it for me to get a full HDs. There are many ways to Rome. But what matters is what you want, and where lays your heart.
I have other destination in life, a little let down and flaws are good to remind us that human - like you - is not perfect. It will keep you humble once you're successful. That you are successful not because of your life sacrifices, but by mercy. Some say luck. Whatever.
Anyway I'm just rambling because my stinking assignments circle started again. One of my lecturer told me to go to MediaCorp and whaaaaaaaaaaaaaaat? Who have that much time! Freaks.
Anyway, for my kind lecturer who sent me the kind email this morning, I really thank you for what you've taught me, to get me through all the lesson 'safely' and to feed me with the knowledge I couldn't have gained elsewere.
Labels: Daily life